Happily in love with Scruffy

So as I am typing this I am comfortably lying in Scruffy's bed. We argued and talked and prayed and now everything is okay again. :) Yes I hurt him badly and he can't trust me the same now as he did before. But!!! If I work hard at it and be completely honest with him with everything, which I should have been all along, maybe I can earn his trust back. He still loves me and seems happy and that's the best thing to me.

We had to argue it out. I had to tell him everything that happened that night and anything else that I've kept from him. One of his agreements was that I had to tell my mom, thinking she would ground me, but unsurprisingly, my aloof mother didn't care that I snuck out. I had to answer any questions he had and hear how bad I hurt him and why it hurt him. In the end, I wrote him a letter telling him everything in detail from which I could remember, anything else I lied or kept secrets about, and what I planned to do to make it all better. And after a very long week, we are okay and I spent the night at his house and we are focusing into romance and making our makeouts more loving than lustful. :)

Scruffy's and my first valentines day is coming up. I'm so excited and even decided to wear a dress. I would tell you guys what I'm doing for Scruffy but he said that he might start reading my blog now so he might would find out and I can't have that.

I hope he does read my blog. Then, he might get an inkling of an idea of how much I love him! Now I just gotta wait for his cute butt to get up and 'wake' me up. :)