Yeah, I don't really have an excuse. I haven't written on here nor in my diary much. My mind has been boggled and what not. I'm changing school campuses and transferring jobs and maybe marrying this upcoming year. Things are gonna be real different for me soon and with so much going on I'm just overwhelmed and very nervous. So many changes. What if I can't handle my classes? Or can't afford my schooling to be what I want to be so much? What if the people at my new location are hostile and gnaw on my esteem and confidence? What if my mom can't afford to have me and scruffy move in? What If there's an emergency? And what if we change churches and it causes so much drama, not only for us but for his family?
Oh so much to think about but I must remember my daddy's mantra: always be nice and don't lie.
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