Another one for the wishing well

I bet you don't think I remember. You probably think that I was too young and it was too insignificant to remember. But I do. I remember.  I knew what I was doing too. I knew I could get in trouble. I knew there were gonna be consequences. I even knew there was a chance the broken glass could cut me, maybe even severely. But I don't think you understood my purpose. I was fighting back. I was trying to hurt the bad thing. I wanted to injure it or kill it if I could. Of course I wish I could have, but even more, I wish you would've taken notice. I wish it would have made a difference.

The best childhood memory

My best memory would be the summer my dad got third degree burns on his arms and second degree on his face when I was ten years old. (He had a gallon of evaporated gas blow up infront of him). That sounds depressing, but that summer, I stayed home to help take care of him. Due to his burns, he couldn't stand particularily warm or cool weather so we would get up early in to sit on the front porch in the early morning cool before it got hot. My dad loved to fish and since he couldn't that summer, we would 'fish' off the front porch into the grass. It seems stupid, casting into grass with fishing poles to collect clumps of grass or sticks, but I bonded with my dad so much that summer, laughing at who 'caught' the smallest fish (clumps of grass) and casted the farthest. Also, taking  care of him that summer showed me how to put my discomfort and wants aside to help someone I love, and I hope to use that in any incident that needs it in the future.

Alot of discouragment= frustration

Look I am aware that I'm not that crazy about kids and I don't make baby noises everytime I see one, but I do love the ones I get close to.  I'm a little awkward at first but i get better the longer I'm around the kid. And you know what? I am actually pretty good with them, even if you say you don't know if you'd be comfortable with me watching your kid. So whatever.  Screw you cause I am going to be a GREAT mom. My kids wont act like they weren't taught some sense,but also, they will never wonder if I love them or not. Never. So keep your judgements to yourself.

We must learn to be our own best friends because we too easily fall into the trap of being our own worst enemy

Roderick Thorpe

New: Quotes to live by

Starting a new label of only quotes that either interest me or seem wise or funny. New one is next

He thinks I'm cute :)

I love the little moments, like when he put his jacket on me and says that I'm cute. Also when he says stuff like, "come here, beautiful." I love when he carries me, even though I'm sure it's not all that great to him. I love when he gathers me in his arms when he's asleep. I love when he comes up behind me and hugs me an gives me a kiss. I love when he loves me<3<3<3